2nd day of term 3.
i have been wondering, if "am i myself'?''
i felt like being used!
Although they may not know, but i felt like it!

They don't understand me at all.
i have to act, so as not to make them "ma lu"
sometimes, i really dislike it!

i want to find someone that share the same interest as me.
i had found one, but i'm just not sure if she's the same one that i knew before.
people do change right?
i wanted to share my feeling with her,
however, either she or me is not free when either she or me is free.

i think the only bunch that i told my feeling to was 'sjxy'
i told them some when i felt really sad.

i really don't know what am i thinking!
damm.... i hate it.

what's my life like,
what am i doing next,
what am i going to be when i have grown up?

I just heard a broken glass!!
is my life going to shattered?
nah.. it wont.

For now, the only thing i can do is to live day by day.
just don't think too much.
hais...
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hahas... today was my first "reflection day!!!"
must stay happy! hahahs...

But the sentence that i heard from you today hurts my heart.
i not sure if its true, but i hope it wasn't true!